Intoduction: I don't even!

I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm 30. I'm fat. I've always been fat. I may always be fat. But here goes another attempt to try to take a load off. I'll give you a glimpse into the hidden underbelly (see what I did there?) of my fat angst. Can you be into fat acceptance and still want to lose weight? Does this dress make me look pregnant? Do I want a man that doesn't appreciate me for what I look like now? The answers to these measly questions and so much more to come. I don't know what exactly this blog will turn into yet. All I know is that I'd like to lose weight. Come along, will you?